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Can you blame me?

I’m only acting like this because I care. What am I suppose to do when I find out that you caused yourself really bad pain? You want me to laugh? Brush it off as if it’s nothing? OF COURSE NOT! Do you know how worried I am about you? Especially because I’m not there. I feel helpless. I’m sorry if you feel like I’m over reacting.

Excuse me while I ramble and complain.

I have a lot of things going on in my mind right now. So I’m going to have a lot of things to say. So please don’t feel obliged to reading this.

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I really am sick and tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. This has been going on for about a year now. I mean, it’s cool. I don’t mind the occasional girl telling me that they think he’s cute, or they have a crush on him. But dude, I don’t want to hear the issues and problems you have with him, I don’t want to know your NASTY fantasies about him. Tell him, not me. Don’t ask me what’s going through his head, how to get with him, what he’s doing, etc… Ya, we’re close, but am I him? NO! Go freakin’ ask him yourself! I’m tired of walking up 3 or 4 in the morning to a phone call about how a girl was jealous because she saw him talking/being with another girl. OH MY GOSH, what does this have to do with me? And plus, you’re not his girlfriend so get over it! I thought this would have gotten through your head after I have told you after the 10th time. I guess not. UGH! -_-* Please keep all nasty comments to yourself. I really don’t want images in my head. That’s really gross.

And then if I don’t hear about girls liking him, I hear people saying that I’M the one who likes him or that we have something going on. What the FREAK!? Seriously? Obviously, saying that means you don’t know me AT ALL, which means you have no right to say something like that. And why would you keep insisting that it’s true if I said multiple times that it’s not!? You’re super oblivious to what kind of relationship we have so SHUT IT!

I can’t believe you took advantage of me while I was intoxicated. I also can’t believe you made me do what I did. It doesn’t matter though because I’ve already done it multiple times so it was nothing big. You’re stupid. I hate you. Enough said.

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Random Fact of the Day: Vultures can fly for six hours without flapping their wings.

Random Fact of the Day: China has more English speakers than the U.S

So I just got done reading ALL of my old blogs from my Xanga. hahahahaha.
I was going through all sorts of emotions as I was reading them. I was going crazy about how dumb, immature, selfish, stupid, wack, etc… I was. hahaha. If I could, I would slap my past self in face and knock some sense into myself. T_T But believe it or not, I actually had a few good posts. I actually might repost them here. =] hahaha. I wish I didn’t delete my blogs from middle school. Those must have been quite interesting to read. haha.

As I was reading all the blogs though, it brought back soooo many memories. Both good and bad. It was like as if the events just happened yesterday or last week. Good times, good times. =]